Life in Eureka

I was sorting through the photos left to me by my family, one Deaf man and the Deaf Club Society books handed to me by the daughter of the Deaf father. The precise images were of the veterans who went to Egypt and outside Wellington, New Zealand, during World War 2 from late Gran. It was amazing to see the veterans’ lives during the war. 

I am grateful to have these photos and treasure them for the next generation. The next generation will learn about the past of the wars, the suffering of the loss, how hardships the veterans came home to their families, even our families, and whether they (the veterans) talked about their experience of the horror wars or not. 

English poet Laurence Binyon in September 1914:

They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old:

Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.

At the going down of the sun and in the morning

We will remember them.

Every year, on April 25th, people in New Zealand remember their lost loved ones on a particular day—ANZAC (Australian and New Zealand Army Corps). In our families on both sides, we have lost granduncles, cousins, and great-grandfathers and several women who served as nurses. A few men came back alive, but their lives were not the same as before. My late father’s grandfather served in two wars before coming to New Zealand, which was odd about his life. We have got a photograph of him. Photo shown here.  

My late father, Allan, was a Home Guard in Waikato, New Zealand. Allan’s brother Keith served as a cook in the Pacific Islands through the Vietnam War, and Keith came home in one piece. My mother’s father, Albert (Gee, as we called him), was a Home Guard and a driver during World War Two. 

Canadian medical officer Lieutenant-Colonel John McCrae, in his poem, ‘In Flanders fields’.

In Flanders fields, the poppies blow

Between the crosses row on row,

That marks our place and in the sky

The larks, still bravely singing, fly

Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago

We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,

Loved and were loved, and now we lie

In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:

To you, from failing hands, we throw

The torch be yours to hold it high.

If ye break faith with us who die

We shall not sleep, though poppies grow

In Flanders fields.

The photos of the veterans, the background of the images, and their lives showed us important meanings and clues of history through wars, the Deaf Society, Deaf Education, and more. Tomorrow, generations will learn from us and our lives through poverty, financial recession, our disability – D/deaf and D/deaf with disabilities, climate change, technologies, agricultural lives, infrastructure, and wealth. 

There are rich stories from the Deaf community in Ohio, USA, during World Wars One and Two, but it was only a short time until many war servicemen returned to work after the wars. Many Deaf workers were able to work in the factories while the men and most women served during World Wars One and Two, and they lost their jobs at the end of the wars because the servicemen came home and resumed their jobs. https://gallaudet.edu/museum/exhibits/history-through-deaf-eyes/community-building/factory-work-jobs-available-to-deaf-workers-durin-world-war-ii/

Here is another story from the BBC. “The Untold Stories of Deaf People in WW1. 

https://www.bbc.com/news/blogs-ouch-29846154

There are many ongoing wars in the world, and they never stop, for example, Israel vs. Gaza and Ukraine vs. Russia. In the past, there were many wars, such as the American Civil War: North and South (the Union (“the North“) and the Confederacy (“the South“)USA), the Vietnam War, and the Boers War in South Africa against the British Empire, Orange Free State, and the South African Republic (also known as the Transvaal and Anglo-Boer War).

Several questions came to my mind when I studied one of the papers – The American Civil War, at the University of Waikato, and I asked the professor whether any Deaf men served in this war or not. The professor replied no, and I thought of doing some ground research at the University of Waikato Library. I found a book called Fighting in the Shadows: The Untold Story of the Deaf People in the Civil War by Harry G. Lang, and yes, there were several Deaf men and young men who served as cannon soldiers and other stories can be found in this book. I typed an assignment as proof of my findings and handed it to the professor. He did not research any ‘born permantely’ disabled men and Deaf men and families in the war topics. I presume the professor was not interested in the disability area. 

Today is ANZAC day, and let us remember every man and woman who served in the wars and preserve their histories of service through wars. It is essential to treasure their stories through interviews, photos and items they bought back from the wars. 

Help Jean to raise money for the projects – Deaf History in NZ and International. Thanks

In Māori mythology, the Fantail is believed to bring death into our world. It’s a chilling thought, isn’t it? The Maori people, my people, hold the belief that if a Fantail is spotted inside a house, it’s a sign of impending death.

On the day of the funeral, I came home and pondered what I had been through for the family who lost their Deaf brother, uncle, brother-in-law, and granduncle. In the work under the social service, I had been visiting, assisting and supporting two Deaf brothers for over ten years. Gordon was the last member of the Deaf genetics in the family, but leaving two deaf family members of Auckland, I don’t do with these two young members. 

I consider a different ideology about Famtail than the Maori culture. For example, “As a spiritual symbol, the Fantail teaches us to find joy in the little things. Its playful nature reminds us not to take life too seriously”.

The Fantail is believed to represent joy, happiness, and spiritual change. 

There was an evening light rain, and then suddenly, reflections through the sunroom into the lounge caught my eye. I turned toward the sunroom and saw these fantails dancing in the evening with our security lights on. I watched them for a moment or a couple of moments to think about. 

So, life is precious to everyone. 

Here are the details about Fantail as a totem. 

“Fantail as a totem of positivity and optimism

Fantail is also a totem animal that is associated with positivity and optimism. Those who have Fantail as their totem are often able to find joy in even the most challenging of circumstances. They are able to maintain a positive outlook on life, even when things are difficult, and they are able to inspire others to do the same.” https://newspiritanimal.com/spiritual-meaning-of-fantail-with-symbolism-and-totem/

I have two different health issues and will be visiting the hospital next week. This makes me think about where I will be, how I will manage to do things while I am doing Deaf History projects, the works, our financials plus the projects’ financial needs to get me going, and our homes with gardens. There needs to be more funding for the projects, and I cannot use our work financially. I am hoping that my health issues won’t be severe, but it is difficult to start early, for I am 60 years old.

New Zealand is in a recession, and we have no idea how the financial situation is currently for all people, including people with disabilities. Many jobs were laid off, and other large industries were cut back due to tightened financials. Life goes on. 

I was rushed off to pick up two Deaf elderly people for their visit to another ex-deaf school friend of Titirangi School for the Deaf in Cambridge, Waikato. 

While I was driving along the Waikato Expressway to Cambridge, I was thinking of putting together a story about the Waikato Deaf Society Inc. How should I start, where I put it together in the timelines, what stories should place in order through chapters, putting photos together or in each chapter of the Deaf older members and their lives. Where should I find funding and income to continue working through by making a book and putting it on the website? I am working on the other project – Hamilton Deaf Untis and I reached out to many ex Deaf students, ex-teachers, and parents of the Deaf students. But only some have come forward with video stories, photos, and questions/answers. 

With the previous Facebook pages, I lost them and am waiting for restoration, but one helpful group managed to do the work and expected me to make the final payment, for which I have very little money left in the projects. They may not be more helpful with the final cost because the NZ Dollar is higher than the USD dollar. There were names of contacts as followers there, but I lost the followers’ contacts. I cannot leave it because I cannot make the final payment but to start making a fresh page. There is no option. Most people here were surprised, but losing the cost is relatively risky, and I will get the payment back. No other choice at the moment.   

In Cambridge, Waikato, four Deaf people are in one room having morning tea, conversing through sign language, and minimal speaking. There were a lot of laughs, reminiscing about old times, stories to share, weather talks, and, of course, families. 

“Stay away from those people who try to disparage your ambitions. Small minds will always do that, but great minds will give you a feeling that you can become great too.” —Mark Twain

On my return to Hamilton, I dropped the Deaf elderly lady off at the Resthome and informed the nurse in charge and the service manager that we did social distancing and fresh air. The Resthome, elderly residents, and most staff received another COVID outbreak during our Autumn season here. Life with the COVID outbreaks is everywhere worldwide and keeps repeating through seasons. Amazing, my partner and I have not caught COVID for over 5 years, for I am a frontline worker under the social service and one of the Disability organisations. 

With Jacek in tow, we went to Hamilton East Shopping Centre, where he wanted to pay his bill and have lunch in the popular cafe. I was looking out the window and watching shoppers walk by. I noticed one chap with a tattoo. I have seen him around in Hamilton, and he is a hauāuki (disabled) Māori (Maaor)i beneficiary. He was begging for food and a little money for a couple in the street. One of the couple led him to Carl’s Jr pizza place next to the cafe where we were. It is a gesture of gratitude with a small token of the price of a pizza. Just like Jacek, when I support and assist him, he always gives me something meaningful back because of the work I have done for him. Recently, we lost one of the Deaf elderly men (ninety-one years old) last week, and his Waikato family gave me a gift of flowers and a card, plus many thankful speeches during the funeral. Again, they were a gesture of gratitude for my work for their two Deaf family members over ten years. The family and I remain in touch in the meantime, and they will assist with my project by interviewing and collecting photos. It is called friendship, and it is never lost again by trust. (Please excuse this fonts)

“When you give joy to other people, you get more joy in return. You should give a good thought to the happiness that you can give out.” —Eleanor Roosevelt

Over lunch, we chatted more about what was happening in the world, such as ongoing wars, fighting in the street, and flooding, because he did not understand what happened. Yes, there were subtitles on the news channel, but he does not read subtitles. I told Jacek that in Hamilton, we are experiencing more job losses and cutbacks in many businesses due to the recession in New Zealand. He is lucky because he is a retired person with three different disabilities – Deaf, Cerebral Palsy and speech impaired. Suddenly, looking at him, I wrote a story about Jacek and his experiences transitioning from Kelston School for the Deaf (Auckland) to work, as well as his pastimes and hobbies – Lawn Bowl, the Catholic Church, Christian Fellowship group and the Waikato Deaf Society. Jacek is different from his old Deaf friends because of his triple disabilities. 

This morning, I am typing this blog and still thinking about how I can piece together this carefully, one step at a time. My sister has a friend who may help me if I ask her. 

Tomorrow is another day to meet another Deaf elderly man, John K., and there will be more conversation about the Waikato Deaf Society Inc., for he is helping me with the project at no price to pay—just lunch or afternoon tea. 

“Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. The slogan ‘Press On’ has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.” —Calvin Coolidge

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“Transformation is a process, and as life happens there are tons of ups and downs. It’s a journey of discovery – there are moments on mountaintops and moments in deep valleys of despair.” Rick Warren

Today is the day of my birthday, and it turned into a 60th year. Wow!

Some days are exemplary, and others are bad or worse throughout my life journey. 

This year, the world has gone mad, for example, wars, poverties, financial recession, job losses, climate change, natural environmental disasters and many other issues. The worst of all are the disabled people struggling to live somewhere, facing the hardship of financial costs such as food, petrol, power, and gaining minimal benefit incomes; of course, the disability funding cut for their support persons and carers and unable/may be able to acquire special equipment for their disabled child, themselves around home and outing in New Zealand. A few disabled people manage to pay their house mortgages and loans. Still, it isn’t easy because single-household people work jobs to pay for mortgages and loans. Other countries like South America, Africa, Haiti, and the Pacific Islands are facing financial recession, and many people with disabilities face tremendous hardships and poverties. Look at Gaza – they are facing a significant crisis, and the percentage of children and babies becoming disabled due to violent wars is becoming malnutrition – shortage of food aid which does not match the high population of over 5 million. 

 “Leadership is a privilege to better the lives of others. It is not an opportunity to satisfy personal greed.“

— Mwai Kibaki

Because of the skills I learned, I left school and took jobs different from those in the Deaf community. Over the years, I went from deaf bank officer to data entry officer to community liaison to advocate/historian/researcher. It is about a leadership role where you require skills in the disability sector anywhere in the world. Learn from the people and children with disabilities and their stories to share, as well as their struggles to remove the barriers and unfriendly accessibility in the communities and businesses. 

The more substantial skill has been advocating for communities, businesses, the City Council, and the government over many years. Many still have a long way to go to learn about us and our world, so we want to break down the barriers and make it more friendly and accessible globally. Around the world, there are many Disability Act Laws, such as the United Nations Convention on the Rights of the People with Disabilities, US Disability Acts, and Sign Language Acts. It only arrives to people who know about this or may know little but to ignore it. Whenever I support/assist anyone with a disability/deaf through their struggling barriers, we meet and discuss with businesses, MPs, GPs,/Nurses by making successful goals to remove the barrier and be accessible. However, only very little time was unsuccessful, and we chose to move away and find someone better to offer.

“Three great forces rule the world: stupidity, fear and greed” – Albert Einstein.

Health-wise, yes, there have been changes from time to time. We live with it and take care of it by removing the barriers and accessibility without moving to another house with a garden in the countryside due to our ages. Because the house prices are blinky and bonkers, which does not match everyone’s financial income. 

I would love to travel worldwide again, but not now due to the high prices and my health. In the past, I travelled widely around the world from 1981 to 2009, budget-wise, carefully planning and taking time off work, such as two to three months. 

Life is more than just money because life’s richness lies in the deep connections we form, our experiences, our personal growth, and our positive impact on the world around us. While money is essential to meeting basic needs, it is not the sole reason and won’t lead to a fulfilling and meaningful life. 6 Aug 2023 https://medium.com/5-minute-sweet-spot/10-reasons-why-life-is-more-than-just-money-e5a762424523#:~:text=Life%20is%20more%20than%20just%20money%20because%20life’s%20richness%20lies,a%20fulfilling%20and%20meaningful%20life.

Technology has changed from landline phones, unsuitable for all Deaf people, to faxes, computers, video chats, emails, and mobile phones. Many disabled people/students use Government Disability funding to obtain a computer, laptop, or mobile phone for job seeking, studying at the University, Interpreting services, and other communication methods. Social media is terrific but has its downsides, such as hackers, scammers, the insufficient cost of repairs work, and being unaffordable for their needs around home and schools. I recalled one day when I was in Switzerland. Preparing to go to the Netherlands, I posted a postcard to my mother to let her know I was still coming home and met her at the Airport. We needed a fax machine here and overseas to communicate at that time. I was not aware of the problem; my mother was talking to my sister about whether I was coming home, and my sister told Mum to go to the Airport and wait there when I came home. I arrived at the Airport in Auckland, and Mum was relieved to see me. I asked her if she got my last postcard from Switzerland, and she said no. Then, two weeks later, the postcard arrived. That is something to learn, such as emails, mobiles, and texts today, and it is a good tool, but the financial cost only matches some. 

We are not well off financially here as we have a house mortgage to pay, loans to pay, bills to pay, the high cost of food and petrol, and other types of technology—WIFI has crazy prices and poor reception, even though it is not cheap here. The only things we have are growing vegetables and fruits, our skills around home and garden to do it ourselves before we get too old, and peaceful property away from the city. 

“Money isn’t everything since it can’t buy us the essential things in life: health and love. One of the most important things in life is your relationships. Friends and family are the people who will be there for you through thick and thin, and they are worth more than any amount of money. “26 Jul 2023 https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/money-everything-give-you-choices-options-so-important-dayal-ram#:~:text=Money%20isn’ t%20everything%20since,in%20life%3A%20health%20and%20love.&text=One%20of%20the%20most%20important,than%20any%20amount%20of%20money.

I learned our late grandparents’ skills and finances, growing vegetables and fruits, carpentry, butchery, recycling, and saving something to replace old, wear-and-tear products/materials again. I taught the young generations to learn from us and how we manage to do things. Today, generations have not learnt anything about our past lives, how we lived in the old days and our living experience with disability. Today’s lives are more or less corrupt; greed destroys other lives in the community, struggles with technology costs, financial costs, difficulty finding a house anywhere, and so on. It is not the same thing in the past. 

I am grateful that I have made it this far – a 60th year.

Autumn Season here – New Zealand

What changeable weather have we experienced this far? It is Autumn season, and it is getting closer to my birthday in early April.

This year, there were plenty of disasters around the world, such as the Gaza-Israel war, the Russia-Ukraine war, the Baltimore Bridge disaster—Maryland, the US, NZ in recession, disability cuts in NZ, increasing poverty and famine, financial recession, many job cuts and the list goes on. The world has gone through more catastrophes this year than in the past years. There are more scammers, con people, fraud, banking and social media than before. There is one for me, but I am not satisfied with one service via Facebook Meta since someone hacked and planted malicious software on my previous Facebook. I did not have any issues for over ten years until recently. Meta is hopeless on social media because no human contacts are on their side. Why should anyone pay to get their Facebook back when any service assists for help by resolving and removing the malicious software on the account? It is grossly unfair for people with disabilities, D/deaf people and other older people with disabilities as they are living low-income daily lives. Why should we or anyone else pay to get their Facebook back when Meta and other contract companies that help people to get their Facebook back are making huge money?? It is grossly unfair for everyone like me who earns very little income!

Our government decided to cut back disability funding for carers and support workers without warning. Unfortunately, these three ministers of the parliament have not consulted with Whaikaha and the disability sectors before deciding on funding. We, people with disabilities and families of disabled members, are really piss-off and massively disappointed that we are unable to get carers/support workers so we can have our own entitled rights to live through lives. We do not have wealth in our finances as we pay the mortgage, bills, food, power, petrol/diesel, and Wi-Fi equal to other community members.

I’m looking through the window this morning, as there was fresh light rain overnight. What can I do next in our daily lives?

The leaves on the many trees on our property are starting to show signs of changing colour from green to brown-yellow, and birds and bloody rabbits are seeking food before Winter kicks in.

Last week, I woke up to find fog in the early morning before starting to work.

“I hope I can be the autumn leaf that looked at the sky and lived. And when it was time to leave, gracefully, it knew life was a gift.”—Dodinsky.

I am starting to focus on preparing the stories and labelling the names of the people in the photos, but it takes time. I am also waiting for the previous Facebook page to return, so I need to find funding/donations for this project. The major shift is to use emails to contact and research the children of D/deaf parents through Ancestry.com and Family Search. I am grateful to have a couple of Deaf seniors help me with naming the people I do not recognise in the photos, making time to meet other Deaf with poor mobility/limited dementia as soon as possible around Waikato and doing the interviews by collecting stories and photos. Unfortunately, I do not get paid for this! If the lotto brings us luck!

Night came, and it became chilly as we settled for the evening. Today is a good Friday. We were relaxing throughout the day, and there was some sunshine basking down the field, and dogs played around the field. I spent most of the time shifting and copying many photos of the old days onto the desktop.

What do you bring tomorrow, as it will be Saturday? There is more ominous, violent, and sad news worldwide. There is no such happy news to share.

It is time to harvest and store vegetables and fruits from the garden through the winter season. Let’s hope the wet weather stays away so I can safely store all crops in the freezer and pantry before the winter season arrives.

One afternoon, I came home from the Waikato Hospital after assisting/supporting a Deaf older man (ninety-one years old) to find my main Facebook went disabled/suspended for no reason explained by the Meta Team. However, they sent a link regarding community standards. I know these community standards, but why and what are they mentioning if I have done wrong? I am still waiting for a reply from them and still have yet to decide which post or something I may have done against the new Guidelines because they have yet to give me an explanation or example other than a page of Community Standard. I presumed my Facebook was hacked, and I am struggling to work to get to the bottom of the solutions. Update: I knew that someone took the blame on me and told the Meta team that it was me. However, the hacker, not me, breached the community standard rule and lacked empathy and respect. I reported one of the posts to the community standard team that someone posted the post by breaching the rule in the first place. Yes, it was a cunning step plan by the hackers.

For a long time, I read their guidelines and instructions, but in the end, I have been thinking about people with disabilities, D/deaf people who are struggling to understand the English language. The answer is no because it is not a friendly and accessible format to meet all people with disabilities and Deaf people, such as in sign language videos and simple, clear English language. In the end, many people made a new Facebook and started over again.

Accessing the help and support centre on Facebook/Messenger can be a daunting task due to its complicated navigation. Where are the human services behind the Help and Support Centre? Update – someone mentioned the long waiting time frame by one of the people, and this person said there are too many users who need to respond. Oh wow! No wonder most people who had their Facebook hacked wait a very long time to get their Facebook back. Another issue is the high repair price and the need to avoid another hacker in the future.

Recently, one Deaf person said a large number of Deaf people worldwide have their Facebook locked, disabled, or suspended, and they have no understanding of why. There is no explanation or example to show Deaf people where they have done wrong. They received a long page with the whole English language, which could have been more beneficial for them to understand, or they had low literacy and no sign language video format. Imagine Deafblind people struggle with their disabled Facebook page as well.

On Facebook, there are always continuing posts of too many advertised videos and shopping advertised bombs to anyone’s personal Facebook page. Advertising media could be more pleasant and allow us to choose what we would like to see or remove advertising away, but it invades our interests, which we are not interested in on our personal Facebook page. Where are our rights to remove this?

Consider whether Facebook should make themselves more robust and safeguarding or still make no difference for us!

As a deaf community liaison/deaf advocator under the social service for many years, many people with disabilities/deaf, D/deaf people and the provider services staff came to see or emailed me to request assistance, advice and help.

Listening to their requests and delivering the best solution to meet their needs is essential. I always give them the option of problem-solving solutions as much as possible. The more problem-solving solutions worked out well, the fewer solutions made more tackle or find a way to reach out to another agency and change a different process.

It is not an idea to push them around to send them off to another agency if your job role is limited, not in your job role or unable to deliver.

It is best to listen to and understand their problem solutions, troublesome reading letters, and requests for help from the hospital, such as medicines and health issues. Then, make a plan of goals they may wish to increase their confidence on their own, one step at a time.

In the past, I have had several D/deaf individuals and D/deaf with disabilities individuals request funding to gain their independence, such as a mobility van, flashing alarm lights and doorbells or a laptop. Several of them have received a copy letter from one peculiar Deaf person of Auckland and copied it to the Lottery Grants. In return, several D/deaf persons’ application letters for the funding were declined. They visited me with their declined letters, and I read them to explain why their funding application was rejected. I discovered the original copy example letter by the Deaf person of Auckland was incorrect and did not provide more details for the application funding paper. I asked the D/deaf individuals if they would happily reapply the funding applicant by rewriting the information with the correct information to the Board of Funding. Of course, they were desperate to get a laptop or mobility van funding. I helped them and provided my supporting letter for the Funding Applicant Grant. Within three months, they got the funding approved and, much to their delight, could obtain a laptop and mobility van for their course.

Most of the D/deaf people, D/deaf with disabilities people and older people come to see me when they get a strange message or their Facebook issues – note I still have Facebook issues, and it is not an easy task. It is challenging to teach them how to learn from their mistakes and their money scammed out. If there is a support team, we ask them if they resolve the issues by keeping the promise. Anyone trusts or moves forward by letting the bank/police know when dealing with the support team problem-solving matters. Of course, there is a cost of paying or not depending on how much money is involved in returning to normal. Mostly in the end, they can not afford to have their Facebook back which mean lost everything. They continue to make a new Facebook account. I don’t know about my Facebook but who know? The higher price to pay or not depending on the bank and our savings for our future and health. There are many people, even people with disabilities, D/deaf people and D/deaf with disabilities people are struggling with their finances for the home, food on the plate, bills to pay for power, car and petrol and the list so on. The critical financial needs are a roof over you, health and well-being, and a journey to live a longer life.

Scammers, cowboys’ constructions, online shopping, and other activities, and apps such as WhatsApp have stolen millions of people’s lives and finances. I read many stories from many people worldwide about a slight chance of getting their finances back or not. I still need to find out about my chance of getting Facebook back with the community groups. So, a promise or not?

What about a Separate Relationship agreement through the Lawyer when a couple goes through a separate/divorce stage by selling the house and contents? That is a very hard one for most people with disabilities and D/deaf with disabilities, even D/deaf people too. I have been working with a couple of people for over a year, and one person finalised the paperwork, but her life was not an easy option for her future with the children because of less finances in return from her ex-partner. The second person is waiting for confirmation of the acceptance to pay the ex-partner of the price to pay. However, the second person does not have enough finances to live a long life in the future and needs a friendly, accessible home where the ex-partner has a new partner, paying the rent without problem. A promise or not? My partner’s previous past went through, but in the end, he chose to do something foolish so that his ex-wife would not get any more financial support from him again a very long time ago.

There are many other types of going through relationships, living together, trusting each other, family and friends, and the list goes on. One or two worst are the Government and the Law and Policy Makers. Everyone does not have faith in them – for example, Putin, Donald Trump, Benjamin “Bibi” Netanyahu, Senator Bola Ahmed Tinubu of Nigerian, Mian Muhammad Shehbaz Sharif of Pakistan, Hamza Abdi Barre of Somalia, and the ideologies of the countries, finances, and creating nuclear wars and ongoing wars until they decide when to end. Everyone in the world is getting frustrated and tired of the ongoing wars that wreak people’s lives, making them go into poverty, malnutrition and, of course, no medical supplies. Where are there promises for these people suffering and struggling in war countries?

זמן השקט

Te Wa Ataahua

Every hour, the clock ticking per second, cars, trucks and motorcycles go past along the main highway route, dogs pant through a long hot day, and every news brings war stories about Palestine versus Israel, Ukraine versus Russia and other countries to the television. Every reporter speaks one language to another, gibbering every word about their witness in the war-torn countries makes no sense to me. 

New Zealand – new parties of the Government as a coalition: National with ACT’s and NZ First verse Māori communities over the Te Tiriti (The Treaty)/Te Triti o Waitangi (the Treaty of Waitangi) went into uproar and upsetting many hundreds and thousands of te iwi Maori (Māori people).

Kia rongo tuatahi nga mema o te Whare Paremata o Aotearoa i te reo o to tatou iwi. (Let the New Zealand House of Representatives members first hear our people’s voice.)

תן לנציג הישראלי של הממשלה לשמוע קודם כל את קולו של עמנו ומיליוני פלסטינים לא יוכלו להתעלם ממנו.

(Let the Israeli representative of the Government hear first our people’s voice and millions of Palestinian people can not ignore it.)

As myself, I am a deaf advocator and think of silent messages from many people described by speaking, showing us pictures and videos and their expressions of hatred, anger, remorse, and salvation signs. On the other hand, less news from many people far away and in New Zealand delivers good news and happiness, and showing expressions on faces often makes no sense, or I cannot work out their message.  

We see with our eyes, while Blind people (low vision impaired) use their ears in the environment they are exposed to daily. It can be calming, violent, threatening, whispering, or empty silent sounds. 

A couple days ago, the day of the Holocaust Memorial was January 27. We came home via Hillcrest, Hamilton, to Eureka, Waikato and were stopped at the intersection of Wairere Drive and Naylor Street. We noticed a medium-sized group of protesters, and each protester held their mother’s homeland flags – Palestine and Africa.

Flags were displayed in the air, banners with many words displayed, and their faces expressed with shouting, anger and demanding. 

Children and young adults of their parents were there. 

Should anyone in the countries fly the Palestine flag to acknowledge we or anyone to support Palestinians on November 29?? The Palestinian flag will be flown on November 29, the United Nations International Day of solidarity with the Palestinian people.

 “Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness.”

Daily news keeps bringing in from Gaza-Israel, and there is no hope!

“When the world wearies and society fails to satisfy, there is always the garden.” ― Minnie Aumonier

Sunday 14th January 2024

We are in January 2024, and it has been ten years (October 2014) since we lived here in the rural country of Eureka, Waikato. The first photo of the middle/centre garden showed what it was like. Fast forward to today, there have been a lot of challenges in planting shrubs, groundcover herbs, bulbs, several native small trees and one fruit tree. 

There are two things I am dealing with: –

I am battling with one exasperating weed, Kikuyu grass, and they love drought and coastal. We are not in the coastal area because we live in a rural country. How does this Kikuyu grass come to New Zealand? Did you know that Kikuyu grass came from the native to the African countries of Burundi, Zaire, Ethiopia, Kenya, Rwanda, Tanzania and Uganda? Kikuyu is named for the Kikuyu (Gikuyu) people of Kenya. It was introduced to New Zealand from Zimbabwe by the Department of Agriculture in the early 1920s. 

Between 2016 and 2017, I got the diagnosis of my right side – neck, shoulder and down along the arm via elbow and hand, and it was called C4-C7 Cervical Disc Degeneration Radiculopathy. It had been a very long time since I had the nerve damage overnight without warning, and what caused the nerve damage back in 2006 in my previous second home without a partner. Every day, I take it easy when doing housework, gardening, driving around, studying University BA courses, cooking, communicating in sign language, and so on. In 2009, my partner came along and supported me until today. We shared the workloads, including the large garden and drove around, which helped me. My partner knows the garden is my joy and relaxation from work – Deaf community liaison/advocacy role. This symptom is my living experience through pain and recovery daily as the disability adds to my deafness. 

Oh wow! The giant tree is the Golden Totara, which can withstand all seasons with the most brutal weather, from wind to drought. Many birds shelter there or make nests inside the Golden Totara. Of course, little furry animals such as rats, mice, possums, rabbits and critters and flying insects like bees, bumble bees, wasps, shanks, butterflies, and moths hovering over the garden or seeking food from flowers. Our dogs roam around the garden daily, seeking rabbits and other animals. 

I pruned back the branches nearly three years ago, and today, it was time to tidy up the unwanted low-laying branches and trim around the trunks. Readers probably wonder what I do with all the cut and thick branches. I leave it to my partner as we use these branches for firewood through Winter. 

Sometimes since I’ve been in the garden I’ve looked up through the trees at the sky and I have had a strange feeling of being happy as if something was pushing and drawing in my chest and making me breathe fast. Magic is always pushing and drawing and making things out of nothing. Everything is made out of magic, leaves and trees, flowers and birds, badgers and foxes and squirrels and people. So it must be all around us. In this garden – in all the places. Frances Hodgson Burnett

Monday 15th January 2024

Ah, the rain softened this afternoon after a whole morning doing the garden job yesterday. Our dogs sleep inside while I take it easy on my first day working from home under the Social Service. Everywhere around New Zealand, there has been a bag of mixed weather such as flooding, drought, mild bushfires, humid and hot and, of course, rain. In Waikato, local farmers and agriculture workers are restricted by water from the Waikato River despite the Greater Acklanders taking water as they are outside the Waikato Regional Council region.

Note: When I was a young girl, my solo mother – Joan, asked me when I would do the weeding in the garden. I told her I did not want to get my hands dirty, but I definitely would do the garden when I have a home. Throughout three home ownerships in the past, I did the gardening, and Joan realised that I did the gardening after all. In the past years, from 2014 onward, I have loved collecting new plants and shrubs, even receiving plant gifts, and my partner often said no more plants/bulbs each time we went. He realises our large property has so much grass space that he has to use lawn mowing and little space for a flower garden. He enjoys seeing the sight of flowers, fruits and vegetables.

After all, have you considered garden therapy in your home, even at work??

Liberty Hyde Bailey: A garden requires patient labour and attention. Plants do not grow merely to satisfy ambitions or to fulfil good intentions; they thrive because someone expended effort on them. 

Gertrude Jekyll: A garden is a grand teacher. It teaches patience and careful watchfulness; it teaches industry and thrift; above all, it teaches entire trust. 

Carl Linnaeus: If a tree dies, plant another in its place.

The worst histories of 2023 are Israel and the Gaza Strip. The war started on October 7th 2023, by the Israel Defense Forces, per instruction from Prime Minister Benjamin “Bibi” Netanyahu. The horror of the war of continuous bombings on many thousands of infrastructures such as hospitals, schools, refugee camps, housings and other buildings by flattening them down into pieces. Once again, Gaza City is no longer a city, and all buildings are demolished to the ground into broken pieces of concrete, window frames, wiring exposed and many more lying on the ground.

It is called genocide and indiscriminate bombardment! There are 2.5 million Palestinians in the Gaza Strip and 3.2 million Palestinians in the West Bank. Nevertheless, the total population is 14.3 Palestinians around.

The result of this bombardment was the hostages by the Hamas, and the hostages’ families wanted Prime Minister Benjamin “Bibi” Netanyahu to give the order a negotiable between Hamas and Israelian Defence Forces. The deal from Hamas wants the extirpation of the Jewish state. In the past, there was a Two-State Solution that suggested by the United Nations that Hamas and Israel might work separately in their state. The main problem is that Israel rejected the Two-State Solution for many years.

https://www.voanews.com/a/can-a-two-state-solution-survive-the-israel-hamas-conflict/7356565.html

Map of the world that recognised the state of Palestine here.
https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Palestine_recognition_only.svg

The aid, such as food and water supplies and medical supplies, are not getting through to hundreds and thousands of Palestinians in the temporary makeshift camps or unknown places. The problem is that there was no new ceasefire, and the trucks with recognised logos, such as the Red Cross and World Vision, were not allowed to cross the border and try to reach the largest camps.

“Violations will continue for as long as there is impunity. Any party who violates the sanctity of healthcare must be independently investigated and held accountable. We demand an immediate end to attacks on healthcare facilities and personnel, and an urgent ceasefire to allow the health system to recover and aid to flow to all who need it.”
Attacks on healthcare are exacerbating the worst humanitarian crisis ever seen in Gaza. More than 19,400 people have been killed and at least 52,000 injured in Israel’s indiscriminate bombardment. Infectious diseases are spreading rapidly in overcrowded shelters, with 360,000 cases reported, including respiratory infections, diarrhoea, hepatitis and skin diseases. Meanwhile, hospitals and clinics seeking to care for them face acute shortages of supplies including medicines, fuel, water and food.” https://www.map.org.uk/news/archive/post/1543-more-health-workers-killed-in-israelas-assault-on-gaza-than-all-countries-in-conflict-in-any-year-since-2016

There were thirty-six hospitals around Palestine; now, nine hospitals are left partially running low or struggling to keep up to date with supplies and fuel in South Gaza, leaving one minimally functioning hospital – Al Ahil in North Gaza: Al-Shifa, Al Awda and Al Sahaba hospitals – sheltering hundred thousand displaced people. Al Ahli Hospital does not take any newly displaced people but only treats wounded people, including children and babies. Ten remaining staff – junior doctors and nurses- provide basic first aid and pain management at Al Ahli Hospital. The WHO and other U.N. partners said they recently delivered supplies, including medicine, IV fluids, surgical supplies, wound treatment and birthing supplies, to Al Ahli Arab Hospital and Al Shifa Hospital in northern Gaza.

“More than 85 per cent of Gaza’s 2.3 million people have been driven from their homes. U.N. officials say a quarter of the territory’s population is starving under Israel’s siege, which allows in a trickle of food, water, fuel, medicine and other supplies.” https://www.nzherald.co.nz/world/israel-hamas-war-israeli-military-says-gaza-ground-offensive-has-expanded-into-urban-refugee-camps/6UMS4TRL4FGKTOZCMQYB44WIWA/

The Palestinian people do not receive equal income, pensions, or disability pensions along with the Israeli people.
Currently, 50,000 Palestinians with disabilities face difficulty through continuous bombardment or death. Strangely, Israel signed the U.N. Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities. In the end, Israel chose to ignore Palestinians with Disabilities for safety, providing safe passages, medical supplies, and the list goes on.
https://www.aljazeera.com/program/newsfeed/2023/11/23/palestinians-with-disabilities-face-immense-hardship-in-gaza

One of the most promised disabled person leaders was Bader Mosleh. Unfortunately, disability rights defender Bader Mosleh was killed by an Israeli airstrike in Deir al Balah, Gaza Strip, on December 7th. He leaves a legacy of courage and dedication. The link here – https://www.frontlinedefenders.org/en/profile/bader-mosleh

Does anyone remember the fateful day back on May 15th 1948? If not, then it was called Nakba Day – a catastrophe referring to the ethnic cleansing of Palestine in 1948. Map show here and link https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2022/5/15/nakba-mapping-palestinian-villages-destroyed-by-israel-in-1948

Did anyone know 500,000 Israeli settlers are living in the West Bank, with another 200,000 living in East Jerusalem currently early this year? In the first six months of 2023, 13,000 housing units were built in settlements, which is almost three times more than in the whole of 2022 – https://www.timesofisrael.com/netanyahu-hands-smotrich-full-authority-to-expand-existing-settlements/
It is illegal to build for the Israeli settlers than the Palestinian settlers. Israel’s Ministry ignored the international law and United Nations-Human Rights policies. Back in 1993, there was an agreement called the Oslo Peace Process between PLO and Israel where Israel recognised “the PLO as the representative of the Palestinian people”. However, Israel does not recognise the State of Palestine.

Palestinan enclaves map in May 2023.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Israeli–Palestinian_conflict#/media/File:West_Bank_Access_Restrictions_(United_Nations_OCHA_oPt)_May_2023.jpg

Anyone can see that the State of Israel has been accused of inciting genocide against the Palestinians for many years, and this result is linked to the conceptualisation of Israel as a settler colonial state as one whole state. Looking back, there were so many conflicts/wars, such as Nakba, the Sabra and Shatila massacre, the blockade of the Gaza Strip, the 2014 Gaza War and the 2023 Israel-Hamas war, and this meant material instantiations of genocide.

Remember we are one people in the world with different religions, cultures, ethnicity and with disabilities as we respects everyone equally. There is no need to hate or bring in war/conflicts in the world.