A Positive vibe and wisdom message

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Robin Williams’ quote from the Dead Poet’s Society. It is an excellent message to everyone and to spread the positive message rather the negative message.

Many people with disabilities have been let down than a small number of people with disabilities around the world. Look at Robin – did you know that he had got disabilities or not? The answer was YES. He suffered from depression/anxiety, Parkinson Disease, Mental Illness, alcohol/drug addictions, ADD (Attention deflect disorder) and to DYSLEXIA. Wow!

The Deaf people in the community – they struggle to communicate with other people in the community, not in their own Deaf community. Why? Average people who does not have experience or a limit of understanding in sign language out there while other people thinks we sign like ‘monkey gestures’. Often the people are really clueless on what is Deaf and sign language mean to you.

We – the Deaf people, were lucky to have the ability to communicate in a loud noisy room, through the window, across the room or the road, having a sore throat or a person come from Sweden. Anyone who have hearing, they will struggle to understand what a person was talking about in a loud noisy room, unable to speak if they have a sore throat etc.

Did you know that sign language was the first language before speaking or writing?

The earliest written records of a sign language can be found in the fifth century BC in Plato’s Cratylus. Moving on to the sixty century A.D., there was another sign language recorded in the Bible – The first chapter of the Gospel of Luke: Luke:1:62. Fast forward to the 1980’s in New Zealand, our sign language family is BANZSL and BANZSL stand for British, Australian and New Zealand Sign Language. This sign language may be considered dialects of a single language by using the same grammar, manual alphabet and the high degree of lexical overlap. I won’t go further to explain this lingiustic area.

World Sign Language Family

What I am saying that sign language is a visual language or method of communcation. How hard or easy for anyone to learn to communicate in sign language? Do not be put off if you do not know how to communicate with any Deaf person.  No other person will tell any Deaf person to speak than sign. What is Robin saying in the message – start learning the new words by sign language and you will be surprise that you sign naturally by asking for a pen or to drive. That is the sign language we use daily.

fund raising for my project on Deaf History

 

 

Celebrating our NZSL (New Zealand Sign Language) Week

Mm, the quote in the photo may not be correct for any Blind person or any Deaf person.. perhaps I can re write the quote as follow in “Kindness is a language the blind can hear and the deaf can see.”

The NZSL Week run from the 7th to 13th of May this year. Reflecting back to the 6th of April 2006, the parliamentary bill need to approve the NZSL passed its third reading on the 6th of April 2006. The bill received Royal Assent, (a constitutional formality), on the 10th of April 2006. New Zealand Sign Language became an official language of New Zealand the day after the Royal Assent.

Today there are three languages which are Māori, NZSL and English in New Zealand.

This morning I took a deaf with speech impaired and CP man for his shopping and banking at Westfield Shopping Centre, Chartwell and Pak n Save. Several people including children were watching us in signing conversation. We were not bothered by people and children staring us, because they do not realise or to understand very little about sign language. The staff ask me to reply what are the signs such as in thank you, help, foods, and please. Then the team responded back to the deaf man in signs and his face lighted up and smiled.

Shakespeare – The Bard of Avon

 

I was reading the article about William Shakespeare in the newspaper at the Physiotherapy clinic and the date of my appointment for the physio was on the 23rd of April. What the fuss was about Shakespeare? The fuss about him, was the celebrated of his birthday – April 1564. The four hundred fifty-four years to this year since his birth.

One of his quotes, I recalled – “It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.”

During my holiday stays in United Kingdom, I returned to Warwickshire where my cousins live there many times.  I revisited the village called Stratford-upon-Avon and William Shakespeare who was born and died there. It was a lovely village and the village draw many people who love Shakespeare, and to learn and understand his works every years. I bought the complete works of Shakespeare in Stratford-upon-Avon because we did not have these kind of books in Waikato, New Zealand many years ago.

I studied the Old English Language paper at University of Waikato and two professors gave us presentations about Shakespeare. These two professors have got disabilities – one born with disability and second have got a family member who have disability.

Why I choose to study the Old English language?  I wanted to understand why language keep changing from the past to present, is English Language culturally diverse, do everyone understand each other in writing or speaking even sign language?

Helena:
“Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind.”

A Midsummer Night’s Dream (I, i, 234)

Why Shakespeare? I never learn to read Shakespeare at the school and the teacher of the Deaf children thought it would be hard for any Deaf children/teenagers to understand his works.  That was a long time ago. I took up my courage to study his works and learnt to understand his language from his works. It was a bit of challenged for me to understand what he wrote the poems and the plays like Macbeth, Hamlet or King Lear. In the early days, the English grammar, spelling and pronunciation were less standardised than they are now.

Another person came along – Samuel Johnson and he was a lexicographer along with English writer, literacy critic and other roles. Johnson and George Steevens created The Plays of William Shakespeare – 18th century edition. Johnson and Steevens tried to re write the English language in order for everyone to understand Shakespeare’s writing. JOHNSON’S WORK ON SHAKESPEARE

Moving on – What about in the Deaf community? Can anyone understand Shakespeare’s plays with sign language or not?

Yes, there are few Deaf people understand his plays through using sign language. Here is a link. Sign Language in Shakespeare’s plays

Lastly, I am still pondering whether Shakespeare does have any mental illness despite on violence, torture or murder even hatred in the plays or not? mm

It’s Autumn here!

I was walking around the fields in our home. Many leaves are turning into brown, red or orange from green leaves. The Autumn season has arrived here.

The most massive liquidambar tree stand out in the middle of the ground, (in the second photo), showing much display of colourful leaves.

We sit down and have meals with drinks under this tree over a long Summer day. Our dogs love to sunbathe and to rest under the tree while we were doing gardening jobs.

During my travelling days to Europe, Uk, Ireland and Canada, I travelled during the late Summer and Autumn seasons because it was cheaper to book and visit many places. The Autumn season was the best time and the beautiful colour of leaves everywhere I go. During my stays in Ireland, I learnt one of the famous poets, and it was John Keats. He wrote the poem called Autumn.

John Keats – Autumn

Creating a fundraising​ for the Deaf History International and New Zealand

Fundraising for the Deaf History International and New Zealand

The top link is through Facebook and I am hoping to continue blogs, stories and photos on the Facebook page – Deaf History International and New Zealand. It is the second option to raise money as well.

It is a good opportunity for me to start up again and unfortunately, I was forced to put myself to get a loan for the iMac Desktop due to insufficiently respond through the website – Givealittle.co.nz  I have got 86 days to go otherwise I will review and edit the page for an extra time. Now I am paying back to the loan from my work income. I would be grateful if you can spread my page to your family, friends and colleagues.  Raise money for the desktop and materials

Health issues forced me to cut back working from home and home visit including at the office in Hamilton City. I am still waiting for the second appointment on neurology conductive assessment at the Waikato Hosptial. This means I am on the waiting list for another 3-12 months along with the other people.

I enjoyed visiting two elderly Deaf men last week and I took notes down from the conversation of their early days at the school for the Deaf in Christchurch and Auckland. One elderly man – Les, gave me two books which called N.Z Deaf News dating from 1963 to 1973.

Last week I received a good new from Queensland Archives and they have got a few records on Mrs W. Mitchell Skerman, who she was a teacher of the Deaf children. Her sister was Dorcas Mitchell whom I am tracing her life and her works in Canterbury, New Zealand. I can not wait to see the record from Queensland, Australia.

Well, that is all for now.

 

Learning to cope with the pain in daily life

For many years, I have got a chronic pain syndrome and I learnt how to do pain management. BUT in 2015 my right elbow and arm became the worst nightmare by having excruciating pain.

From 2015, I have been visiting my Gp and the Neurologists of the Waikato Hospital for the assessment on finding what causes my arm, neck, elbow and shoulder to weaken or nerve damage. Last year, I had an MRI for the neck area in December and the result came through on the 17th January this year. My neck was in excellent condition and the specialist said the elbow was the main core problem that causes the nerve problem. Now I am on the waiting list for the second update nerve conduction assessment because the first one was done in 2015. Last Monday I received a letter from the Waikato Hospital and I am on the waiting list for another 4 to 12 months from last week. I was pissed off and angry that I have to wait for a long time. I am not selfish that I want to be the first person and to have my elbow done at the Neurology service. Because I know there are many people on the huge waiting lists over many years even my sister. It was very frustrating time for my partner and me.

Looking at my work environment and our home/gardens – what the plans are that I need to change or to stop working until I get better?

First of all, my work. I am a deaf community support worker for the Deaf, Hard of Hearing and Deafblind, a deaf advocator and a literacy and NZSL tutor. I am a deaf historian/researcher as well.

Out of the blue, my director said to me that I am working 15 hours a week instead of 7.5 hours a week last year. I can work from home and from workplace now and it was a positive result for me. I start working from home when I am unable to drive to the city of Hamilton, the pain returns every morning or overnight or doing home visits around Waikato. Because I can rest my elbow, arm and shoulder easily at home. BUT I have restricted some workloads such as preparing literacy materials, NZSL (New Zealand Sign Language) materials and the Deaf History projects.

The good side of the positive research on the Deaf Education – discovering more about the first teacher of the Deaf in New Zealand and her name was Dorcas Mitchell who arrived in the late 1860s. I managed to locate her whereabouts and her life after she left Christchurch, New Zealand for Australia, even where she died. BUT this research project stops here due to my health issue and no iMac desktop at home last month.

Due to the iMac desktop were no longer working. I decide to raise money to buy a new iMac desktop at the end of December, last year. Here is my website – if you can help me, raise money  Taking out a loan and use our personal incomes according to one person suggest from the FaceBook page and another person suggest use the laptop and plugin. However, these comments were negative to me, because these people don’t realise that I have got a health issue and paying the bills even mortgage. I don’t earn a lot of money, not my partner’s income. The Deaf history projects are for the community even around the world. It is about learning and sharing our Deaf culture, history and sign language for the community. It is not for me and most of the people still don’t know about our Deaf culture, history and sign language today.

Solution how I do the pain management in each day?

I am forced to set up a comfortable workstation such as setting up my personal laptop that allows my eye contact to the monitor screen. My Deaf History/researches materials are pilling up and left on the floor.  I am forcing myself to limit the hours – one or two hours a day only, on typing the keyboard and looking at the monitor screen. Why that? Sitting upright and working over the keyboard and looking at the monitor, it drained my energy and cause the nerve to become very tiring. Yes, I get very tired in the late afternoon and I take tablets every evening which I don’t want to continue taking tablets for the rest of my life. I am not allowed to drive in the evening because the tablet causes me to become sleepness. My goal is to stop taking tablets 17th January to 17th March until I need it if the pain persists in the future.

I am forcing myself to limit the time by doing the gardening projects and around the home. The gardens are overgrown with weeds and uncomplete projects such as plant cuttings, laying down the wood edges around the gardens and doing up the new vegetable garden by putting up compost bins, new fences.

One hour a day only

I can do one hour only, not every day when I am home or the weather is fine and cool. My partner- Rusty, is often home during the weekend and he reminds me when the time is up. I am not allowed to do repairing jobs such as replacing the rotten fence, lift out the large bulbs or shrubs, making garden edges or carry the wheelbarrow to the compost bins. I have to ask Rusty to help when he is home and during his absence, I have to rely on a timer and carry with me.

I can’t do every two or three days a week to do gardening BUT if I am lucky to be well enough to do the gardening and to wear the compressed bandage after doing the gardening. We don’t have any money to pay someone to do the gardening for me because of the other people charge quite a lot of money e.g. $45 an hour or $50 an hour including travel or mileage. I know most people don’t like large dogs as well.

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I attend the physio when I need the treatment and pay for the ACC cost. It is not cheap and I am paying the treatment up to a year or more.

I am not allowed to carry the heavy load of shopping bags or boxes. I have to ask for help even the persons I am supporting.

Keep records of pain flared in my diary and let my GP know what happens. It is my daily diary. The diary helps me to know when I have a bad day or a good day, how bad the pain was before or after and what kind of activities I do each day.

I do a lot of restings from work and activities and I try to sleep better. It is not about stress and having trouble sleeping!

Always ask for help when doing preparing meals and feeding our three dogs even let our dogs out for a long run on our large property.

Sooner, I will ask ACC for the home/work assistance on the loss of my hour of works and to pay someone to do the job for me.

Some days are good than a bad day for me. My hope is to return a normal activity and to continue to do Deaf History project for the community even to do the gardening project which I love the most and enjoy.

Update on Deaf History Project

 

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Deaf Workers in a cafe (overseas)

 

Looking through newspapers and other materials while waiting for a new iMac desktop. I came across one of the newspaper articles which printed in the Waikato Times and yes it was me during my studying at the University of Waikato in the past. Today I am a deaf historian (including linguistic and Anthropology).  My main focuses are researching about Hamilton Deaf Units from 1962 to 2013, the first Teacher of the Deaf children in Christchurch and other interests from the international Deaf culture and sign language. I   have started doing a book but my old iMac desktop was no longer running due to heat fan and unable to continue to work on the desktop. I use my personal laptops which cause my arm and elbow recurring nerve pains. I have to make the adjusted seating and height position of using the laptops while I am waiting for the specialists to do an investigation into the injury.

 

Now I sold the old iMac for $100.00 to the happy couple who will be able to replace the heat fan but it was not enough.  BUT my partner bought me a new iMac by using his loan. Gosh – a loan to borrow money and repaid back to the loan company. My partner has been a huge support to me and I WANT to give something back to him.

There is not enough funding to support me at the moment. Please give time to think about the important lesson about Deaf people in the community, their sign language and their culture…

How much do you know or to understand about the Deaf people here and around the world?

How does Deaf communicate with other people in the community, shops, business?

How does a Deaf person know when there is a fire, earthquakes happening,?

Can a deaf person get a job just like everyone or not?

Go to this page and help me to share with other people in the community to learn about our Deaf people and sign language.  Thank you

Givealittle

 

kōrero tairitenga and Raranga

 

deaf Māori

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Reading in the newspaper last night and it was a pleasant surprise to hear from an interpreter who works with Māori deaf people.
Well, I might say that I will have to type this blog out of my laptop until something will be found to replace my iMac desktop. It is not easy for me while I am having nerve pain due to nerve root damage in the cervical spine.

Stephanie, Patrick and I go way back to late 1970’s in Hamilton. Patrick and I went to the same schools – Melville Intermediate and High School in Hamilton. I was at Melville High for two years, and I moved to Hillcrest High School until I got the first job as a BNZ Bank Officer in 1981.
I recalled with Patrick who has had no connection with his whakapapa and Māori culture during our school times. Of course, we did not learn any te reo Māori at school except my mother who studied te reo Māori through the University of Waikato. I recalled my mother travelled with a group of students to East Coast and around Bay of Plenty and she learnt to understand the culture and te reo Māori for her papers. I often wonder and why Patrick did not learn to do te reo Māori or know where he came from through his family. I met Stephanie when she became an interpreter along with Sam Manuatu – an interpreter from Auckland in 1982. Of course, there was another interpreter I remember Scott Williams, and he travelled down from Auckland via Te Kauwhata.
Yes, Stephanie encourages Patrick to relearn his culture and whakapapa from time to time.
Patrick and I drifted away, and we went separate paths of our life such as I travelled around the world and I took up my BA degree at the University of Waikato, he moved to Auckland and started doing te reo Māori and established the first Māori deaf hui and group.

Patrick learnt that I took up paper in linguistic along with History and Anthropology. He contacted me several times, but we did not entirely keep in touch because of his committed to working with Māori deaf people. Stephanie came to interpreting for me at the University of Waikato, and we often talked about Patrick and his works. Patrick’s life was taken away suddenly due to cancer in 2014. It made the impact on many Māori deaf people, the community, schools for the Deaf, friends and family, especially many interpreters to lose Patrick BUT they never forget him and his work.
Kua hinga te totara i te wao nui a Tane

As a linguist – yes it is essential for all Māori deaf people to learn about their whakapapa and te reo Māori today and the urgent needs of more interpreters to sign te reo Māori in the marae, tangi, hui, even in the Government where the speakers/MPs speaks Māori and many other places.
Ko taku reo taku ohooho, ko taku reo taku mapihi mauria

Note – There was no Deaf Aotearoa (Deaf Association of New Zealand) in Hamilton around early 1980s – I recalled it was around in 1982 or 1983. The first office of Deaf Aotearoa (formally Deaf Association of New Zealand) was in 1980 which officially opened in Auckland. The Deaf people established to run the service in 1977 in Auckland.

 

 

 

The art of works and skills by the persons left behind in Eureka

 

We bought our property as first joint account holders over three years ago. I was familiar with the mortgage for a long time, and I used to have two leases before I met my partner. Now we don’t have a huge mortgage to pay off… The last two mortgages, under my name, wrote off since I sold my second home.

We were lucky to have an extra old house which was not fit to live in and a large old farm barn here. I began to do some research on the property we bought. I am not writing about Deaf people due to hold off on further notice. I remember my childhood in the old days, and I visited several cousins and great grand uncles and aunties in the farms around Waikato, Ohakune and Bay of Plenty. Two of my great grand uncles told me heaps, of stories about farming life, butchery and labourers even gardening too. Great uncle Tom as we called him, came from our Mama’s side family of the Watkinson and the Yates. Great uncle Tom passed away several months ago and his wife Claire passed away last month. They were never separate when they were travelling or meeting families. The second great grand uncle was Fred, and his wife was Joy. Uncle Tom was a Hinton family while Uncle Fred was a Yates family. Fred’s wife Joy was a cousin to Uncle Tom.

Why am I typing this blog?

The old house, the current home we are living and the old farm barn is a site on the Hinton Road. I looked at the old house, and it built pre the 1930s at the time we were looking for a property to buy. It makes me wonder, and I felt something draw me to purchase our property.

We decided to pull down the old house because it was not fit to live in and no power even there was meter boxes there. Every time we were stripping back to skeleton frames of the structure house. We saw much fantastic work of skills by the farm guys, for example, they installed hay with cow manure for insulation around the interior walls, rimu woods, black wattle woods, Mahanoy woods. The house was two bedrooms, a kitchen, a separate bathroom and a toilet room, a dining room and finally a small porch. The ceiling structure was terrific, and the ceilings were high raised like a chapel shape roof. But it was two layers due to strength the roof and some additional structure heights for tall farm hand men. We looked at the way of men putting structures up into walls and floors and frame the beams up in the ceilings.

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This house was used for a young couple – one of my cousins through Uncle Tom’s uncle, Arthur Guy or Ross. Then a son of either Arthur or Ross, built a second home after 1945, where we are, living now. It is a three bedrooms cottage and a large sunroom and a double carport.

This old home was no longer for a young couple, and it was for young farm hand men while the couple moved into a new house which was on the same site where we are living now. This old home was no longer for a young couple, and it was for young farm hand men while the couple moved into a new house which was on the same site where we are living now.

The large farm barn gave us delighted and joy what the previous owners left for us. We told about the pieces of stuff they were no longer to take with them to Hamilton. I found more good woods to make items of furniture such as the table, chopping boards, shelves or wooden box. There were many old parts such as washing taps, hose for laying down in the ground, water tube for gardening, tools, gutters, roof sheets, ladders and many more. We were lucky to have our skills from our ancestors that taught us to use the skills for our needs.

We stripped the old woods from the old house and stored in the barn for fire woods over winter sessions. We have not brought any firewoods from any suppliers because a trailer of gum woods cost around $350.00 to $500.00. Another year will come, and we will start planning where to find more firewoods around 2019 or 2020. On the section, I saw black wattle trees which are suitable for kindlings, but I will have to be careful because they proliferate into large trees.

Inside the barn, the structures were an excellent condition to built longer except the walls showed sign of rusts due to facing north. There was no floor, just dirt and on one corner there is another power connection as well. The barn was enormous and well airing when the large door opened. The barn built around the 1950s according to Tom, and he asked me what I am going to do with the barn and the old house for the last three years. My reply was the old house coming down and make way for greenhouse or a small native garden. The barn will stay and to restore into something else like two separate rooms – one is a large workshop for my partner to do carpentry while I will have a studio.

Tom said there was a fire around Eureka in January 1935. Fire in Eureka

Fred and Joy, I called them Uncle Fred and aunty Joy for many years when my late grandma – Biddy (Mama) took me around to visit them during the school holidays. We visited Flossie Yates who she was a deaf lady, and she related to Fred. Another story about Flossie – she went down to Van Asch School, Christchurch, from the 1920s. Flossie do not sign because she lip read well.
Joy always talked about her Hinton family and the past where she grew up in Ngaruawahia and visited cousins in Eureka.

The men and farm hand workers built the houses, barns, stations, stud homes and they grew blueberries orchards, even become butchers, farmers, labourers and Horse show riders.

Surely I settled down where our place is called home at last, and it is away from the city of Hamilton.

 

Note: I was working from my laptop, not the iMac desktop due to cooling fan failed.

A Time to Look back

At the time of the year – drawing to the end of 2017 and I have been reflecting the past years.
I gained a new job in February 2017 since I left Crosslight Trust last December 2016. The new workplace is called Methodist city Action – Hamilton Methodist Social Service and we based in the city of Hamilton. My job role is the same as the previous job and I added my new job roles which are a deaf Advocator for the people/children with disabilities and a deaf Historian/researcher.

My hours of work was 7.5 hours a week until last month, the director of MCA bought me an excellent new, and I am working 15 hours a week. I can work from home and the office in the city.
There have been increasing workloads such as home visiting, doing researching for the clients’ request such as getting a new mobility car/electric-manual shift wheelchair, assisting the client’s garden and many other issues.
Our office is right in the city of Hamilton, and it is handy for anyone to visit me by catching a bus and get off near our office. Of course, there are many cafes close to our office. I did not have to worry about car parking.

From home – I did a lot of video conferencing to some Deaf people which allows me to fit in my own time to work from home. I did a lot of writing blogs and researching on Deaf History which I am currently catching up on one important person – Dorcas Mitchell who was the first hearing teacher of the Deaf children in New Zealand from 1868. Many other researchers have done their researches on Dorcas which I read their materials. The problem was the time frame of Dorcas, and it does not add up correctly, for example, she left New Zealand to Australia and came back to New Zealand. Where does Dorcas lives, taught in which school of the Deaf children, has she married to someone, when and where did she die? I have been gathering pieces of information until my iMac Desktop – the cooling fan shut down due to wear and tear.

Mm, It is time for me to get a new iMac desktop but I do not have a full expense to buy one now. The only options were to get Now Finance or through my bank for a loan. I changed my mind and set up a website – Give a Little so someone can donate to my Deaf History projects and to continue to work from home.

Givealittle – getting a new iMac for my Deaf History project

On my health issue – finally, I got the appointment to visit the MRI on my cervical spine where there is a nerve root damaged. The timing of the appointment is next week, and it is close to Christmas. I have been waiting for these kinds of appointments at the Waikato Hospital for a year. In the first three months from November 2016, the staff sent out the appointment to my previous address, and they do not contact me by texting either. I spoke to my GP, and from there, we found out the problem. Then I waited for another four months to see the specialist and finally saw the specialist. He referred me to have an urgent MRI which the appointment is next week. The next appointment as a follow up is in January 2018, and the specialist hopes to receive the MRI shortly. Some days I am okay to work around the home, to visit and do shopping and work at the office but on other days I found myself very tiring and aching with nasty nerve shooting around the right side of my body. This result forced me to stop doing any activities such as gardening, cooking and preparing, walking the dogs, house cleaning and so on. I do not know the result will bring me a good new or a bad new in January 2018.

In Eureka – we did receive any rain for the last two weeks, and our lawns are showing sign of drought. We can not water the garden due to restricting water in the rural area. Our vegetable gardens are doing well, and I have to be careful by watering every third day instead of second day.

We have plans to do over the holiday leave but first of all the priority is my health. I will have to take easy with the catching up jobs to do around homes such as weeding the garden, painting interior house and DIY.

I hope the year 2018 will bring everyone good news than bad news. Everywhere we see on televisions and social media, its brings violent, sad and terror news and very little good news.